day by brutal day

brace yourself: this might be a little depressing. so i think i already knew this, but i have come to fully realize that i am in a very sucky place right now. see, i am living with my dad and my brother and i hate it since my parents are going through a divorce. plus, i dont really have a job, so i dont have any money to move out. plus, my car is broken, and i need a few benjamins to fix it. so i have to pay for that first before i can move the heck out of here!

but i think things are looking up. first, i think i figured out where i want to live for awhile...mcminnville. it's a cool town full of cool people. plus, it's close to the berg which is also home to some more cool people. plus, i have an interview at miller paint in oregon city. which wont really work out if i want to live in mcminnville, but oh well. today i made some money babysitting, which was very nice. so now i only need 2.5 benjamins. yeah!

i hope i dont sound like a pathetic complainer...this is just the way things are right now. i cant wait til i have my own place again...it will truly be a beautiful thing. so i forgot to mention some of my other favorite kids...they are my favorite 16 month olds, and I can have two because they are twins. leo and soren. i know, those names are to die for! they are who i babysat for today, which is always a fun but exhausting experience. two very active little boys i tell ya! but so dang adorable. they are such little charmers...flash you a smile and you melt.

ok, i feel like i am pointlessly babbling. i guess it's ok not to always have something profound to say. oh yeah! i wanted to say i watched kill bill vol.2 the other night and i was a little disapointed. it was chock full of long speeches of explanation that i could have done without. it just wasnt as riveting as the first. there was one crazy freaky part though...where uma plucks this lady's eye ball out! then she steps on it with her bare feet and squashes it between her toes. now THAT'S bad ass!